Welcome to my blog…again, my lovely reader!
First and foremost, I’m so happy that my online journal is back again. I’ve been drafting a lot of entries to be posted here real soon since I went on hiatus. *hello, baby steps* Some of the posts that I will publish here are long overdue but I still wanna share it to you guys because I thought they’re still worth sharing for.
Next thing, maybe some of you will notice that I only have few posts on the blog right now.
Insert questions like: Where did the rest of my posts go? Did I delete them by purpose? Did somebody tried to hack and messed up with my blog? Oh well, the answer is…I was the one who messed it up 🙁 Unfortunately, I lost all of my back-up codes and blogging documents while I was tweaking my site months ago. The saddest part is that there’s no way of retrieving the codes because I double killed ’em. Just imagine losing all of the entries you did for the past 2 years and hey, I’m not just talking about the entries itself but the efforts, ideas, sleepless nights just to meet your deadlines and much more. All of those are now gone and nowhere to be found. I am still in the state of shock up until now and while I am writing this post, I think I’m having a separation anxiety with it. When I found out that I won’t be able to get hold of my site contents anymore, my hands immediately turned cold and numbed & you won’t be able to talk to me properly during that devastating situation. I felt horrible for like weeks and I could not think properly on how to start all over again. I feel so guilty about it! I’m back to square one.
But as the time passed by, I realized that I do not have any choice left but to accept the reality – I won’t see the old Le Petite Wears ever again. Not now, not today, not tomorrow…NEVER! Anyway, that’s how you move on with your life, right? You won’t let yourself get stuck in the same dilemma. To dwell with what happened, I let it sink in and slowly, after a while, I gained ideas to build up the new Le Petite Wears.
Looking back isn’t going to help you. Moving forward is the thing you have to do.
It wasn’t easy, for sure and moving on from any sort of heart breaking situations will not be easy as 1,2,3 but you’ll get there somehow, eventually.
As of writing,I’m pretty convinced with my site’s new layout and I am still completing all the contents needed. Also, I revamped my blog’s banner and logo to give it a new look since this serves as my site’s rebirth.
There are still a lot of things to catch up from the loss and I am very ecstatic to bring back my blog in place.